ABRA ABRA CADABRA.
HAHAHA what a corny song i just heard on the radio. i think sugar ray did a cover of that song bt the version i heard was the original so its very 80s hahaha.

so anyways i was reading my blog archive last nite n oh man oh man i was such a bloody himbo hahaha thanks to christina i think.then i was talking to my cousin n he told me that a transvestite tried to pick him up at starbucks?!?! *&^#$^ well apparently the trans approached him bt he was too blinded by her *ahem* d-cup so he played along and tried to reciprocate bt then after a few minutes his mind kicked in and he realised it was a tranny. HAHA what a gong.

smt i wanted to post a few weeks back bt was too lazy to:

imagine you're really in love with someone. really really in love. you get married, have a real romantic wedding by the beach as the sun sets. everything's going right and your journey with your partner begins. you've never been happier before can't wait to have children cos that little bundle of joy has been what you've been waiting for all your life.

and that's when disaster strikes

your partner (in this case, husband)'s been diagnosed with cancer..and it's already stage 4. the docs say he won't live beyond a year. both of you have thought of nothing but to have children cos thats the one thing you've been dreaming about and wishing for all your life. he donates his sperms to be frozen before he starts chimotherapy..if he doesn't, your dream is dead.

chimo starts..everyone thinks he'll make it cos he's got a real great will to live.

then things get worse..

the tumours aren't growing any smaller..in fact theyre spreading even wider than before. the docs are 100% sure he won't make it. he decides to stop treatment and let time decide his fate..and one morning, lying in bed together, his time is up..

wanting to keep your dream alive you get pregnant by invitro and give birth to not one, but two adorable boys, who have no father.

did i make this up? definitely not.

was watching oprah primetime..it's a real true story. which is very very sad..the woman in the story i just told is one hell of a strong woman..

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

ahh! today has to be THE hottest day ever. really really hot. i think if i close my windows it's cooler. damn the heat's really getting to me. and plus im wearing a tank top and it's still hot. doesn't make things better that my room aircon's gone mad already sometimes its cold bt sometimes its hot. zzz.

went to watch gpa yesterday (gema puisi artistik) and although at first i thought i wouldn't enjoy it bt it wasn't that bad. in fact some of the performance were really interesting and, well, artistic? haha. ok u all must be thinking why is imran at at some artistik puisi type of thing that he won't understand? well i also dunno hahaha. went to cine to eat lunch..then was supposed to go and watch BeCool but it was a sat nite n all the tickets were sold out. grrr. so ended up bumming around town with toh n seri. went to borders to buy angels n demons (yay!) before talking cock at coffeebean.

zoe what's this i hear about re me fa?? <-- that was just a random thought. :D

sometimes i think this whole 'life' thing is a joke. christina if u r reading this you probably know what im talking abt cos u were the one who told me that in the first place. actually sometimes i think i wish i wasn't 17. could i be like 7 months old where there are no worries at all..no obligations to anything. just learning how to walk and talk and eat and stuff. bt of course that can never happen so i'll just have to live life the way it is. by force that is. thanks to the LOVING SINGAPORE GOVT! i think life in singapore is really becoming a bore. no not just cos im here by force but on a general kinda thing. i remember back in the early '90s people used to be more carefree and have much more fun. i have so many video clips of my family n relatives bbq-ing or going for short holidays on a regular basis. just to catch up and have fun. bt nowadays everyone seems to keep to themselves don't you think? only during sch holidays n stuff then you get to hear from ppl..coming together for makan or smt. bt other than that it's like to each his own.

hmm why is my laptop so hot?

ooh yes before i forget whoever who hasn't read the davinci code by dan brown - YOU'VE GOT TO READ IT! it's really intriguing n stuffs. haha.