Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see.

just another soap

STARRING...

IMRAN ABDULLAH



as mr tony foo the male gigolo!

there once lived a datin...datin ros..she was a rich women. her husband gave her everything she needed and wanted...money, cars, dresses, houses, holidays, but he could never give the ultimate desire...a raised flag. so..out she went into the world of handsome, sexy, charming..male gigolos. she did not have to look far before she met the man who reflected all men she ever fell for. the perfect reflection of perfection....MR TONY FOO!!! clad in a white suit with hair glistening with wet gel..he took her breath away at the first glance and her clothes away at the first touch. hence started an affair she never thought would end.

datuk osman was a very busy man. his life ran on schedule. nothing went out of line. every morning he woke up, brushed his teeth, answered nature's call, showered, changed into his usual black suit with a silver tie, had breakfast with his wife, left for work...and well u get the picture. however..one day..on that one particular rainy day..he broke the dullness of his life. he went home earlier than usual...it was, anyway he's anniversary. upon arriving home...he saw the door ajar. this was followed by a trail of clothing..strewn onto the floor..with no sense of order..there was a certain 'wildness' about it. filled with curiousity and suspicion he follwed the trail of clothing...heart beating faster with eaach step he took..closer and closer to the end of the trail. wishing and hoping in his head to not let his thoughts and feelings run amock..he focused on the rhythm of his heart. reaching the door of his room..the trail ended. without hesitation he flung the door open...and there was datin ros and mr tony foo lying in bed asleep!!!! red with fury and blinded by anger..he screamed on the top of his lungs and lurged forward for tony's neck!

datin ros awoke screaming...throwing herself between the fiery bull and her matador but in vain. in the midst of punches and scratches..a cry of despair came from datuk osman. he fell back onto the floor. in shock. tony...coughing..recovering from the lack of breath..stood up and revealed his bruised neck to datuk osman. and there it was...the 'growth' which took datuk osman by surprise..which cause the cry of despair..THE BIRTHMARK OF THE OSMANS! only the son of an osman could inherit such a birthmark. the one which remains identical in all sons with the osman blood running through their veins.

"I AM YOUR SON!"exclaimed tony.

a thud was heard from the fainting datin ros and silence filled the room.

~THE END~

written by a friend of imran...who's currently 6000+km away.

*alert* *alert* intruder in the house!

*alert* *alert* intruder in the house! the magnificent anthea has broken the code and will be leaving her most highly valued words and thoughts in this post. imran abdullah..u are one fortunate person today... for i, anthea, have accepted ur invite in writing in as a guest blogger. as u read this heed my words for they are priceless!

haha..ok enough crap from me. let's get down to the juicy bits! imran has so generously entrusted me with his username and password for his blogger account...not knowing what a huge mistake tht was! imran..i thought u knew me better..haha. now i will just fill in this post with nonsense and utter randomness. i know tht imran is currently being a patriotic singaporean and is watching the firework display on tv. oh yar happy independance day singapore! just realised tht there will be quite a number of singaporeans reading this blog...m'sia is still older than s'pore! oh no!i've just let the kiasu in me come out! not good! urgh! stuffing it back into the depths of my being again! haha...oh man..writing in someone else's blog is not an easy thing to do! words are not flowing from my brain as i thought they would! i think it's harder cause first u have no idea whether what u've written will offend the owner of the blog..secondly u have no idea whether ur ideas or thoughts will provoke the readers whom u've never met or known and finally..wht if those strangers..who know ur friend but not u..bases their first impression on ur blog entry as guest blogger?? scary thought..

if u've read the whole entry till this line..i congratulate u and thank u for ur attentiveness. it must have been torture to just read through tht whole bunch of crap up there!! unfortunately..my crap hasn't ended..so let the torture commence..again..:D i just feel like writing a whole long post of rubbish! wht i believe: fill urs with goodness and fill others' with trash! haha..hence u will always get the best out of everything..oh no! another kiasu escape! burying it even deeper now! but actually..weren't we animals once..and so we have the animal instinct in us..and isn't the most basic animal instinct is to survive..and to survive is to take everything good for survival..so..based on this association of wanting everything good for survival and the longevity of a certain species with the basic animal instinct..hence we can say tht kiasu-ism is actually a natural character of the human race...hmm...i wonder..u know wondering about things can actually relax u sometimes..well..it helps me relax..haha..but i'm just plain weird. as wht imran always says to me,"u're weird!" can't deny tht. haha..i take pleasure in almost anything and everything tht i can channel my energy into.

right..i guess by now ur eyes are getting really heavy and ur eyes are blurred by the amount of words strung together in one sentence. haha..whoops... my fault. i bet imran..if u've reached this far into the post..u must be cursing and swearing..haha..regret giving me ur password now?? :D ok..this shall be it from me.

i, anthea, will now end this extremely profound entry with a word of thanks and farewell. may u always hunger for answers..and may this hunger lead u to more questions.

anthea

its a sunday afternoon n im falling asleep on my ever-so-comfy couch. talk about being lazy. go ahead, sue me. it's a sunday anw. tmr back to work again-the only gd thing abt it is that time passes very fast during the wk so before i know it it's the wkend again. which makes the whole liability crap pass faster. so okay have to take comfort in that.

got my bday presents early this yr :) it's just my thing- i don't like getting them on my bday i like them earlier. haha. got this hugo boss perfume frm my mom which could eventually replace my armani white -gasp-. n my long-awaited sonyericsson k750i which is oh-so-good :p great for taking casual shots when i dont bring out my digicam. e camera quality isn't as gd of course but hey it's better than nothing :D

im falling asleeep.....

........hehe.

ok il update more the next time..now for a quick nap ;)

hellos yes i havent been updating bt thats cos the rest havent been updating also. so ive been too lazy to update anyway.

had the monday blues today after an interesting wkend at sentosa. i woke up with this very bad headache which lasted til like after lunch. during lunch break i tot a short snooze bt ended up it was even worse. then had to change some stupid brake pad on the already-in-terrible-condition land rover. i mean, the stupid saf goes on and on about the 3rd generation army bt they still use chapalang land rovers which just get worse everytime they book in for spares. and, im sure ppl in the army now will know how ORGANISED they are. yeah right.

so i was like in the bus on the way hm when i realised i had no money in my ezlink card to like transfer bus to go all e way home so aiyah after i dropped off at the stop to change buses i took taxi n the stupid taxi driver was such a jackass im too lazy to explain bt i tell u although most are generally ok theres this lot which are such cocks.

anw i hope the pic i loaded can actually be seen on my blog. was taken at sentosa haha.

btw replies to tags: hehe thank you i love my layout too.

random thought: nicole richie is damn ugly in like real life without make-up cos i saw her getting punk'd on mtv and she looks like shes on drugs. or maybe she was having a hangover. or maybe she got some the night before. heh.

another random thought: ciara is hot bt when shes nt wearing make-up shes not that hot man. and guess where i saw her- punk'd again. maybe ashton kutcher doesnt like these two n purposely make them look terrible on his show. (that sounds like smt christina wong would say :p )

finally, a new template. i like. :) hehe. after procastinating for so long finally i've done it. time to get this blog up and running again. hehe.

watched war of the worlds yesterday, bt ive got mixed feelings abt the movie. yes it creates a lot of suspense n the plot is gd, although i think the plot could've been developed better. bt overall its a really gd show. well it kept me at e edge of my seat anw haha. lucky for me e army regulars have some forum thing on so im off half day yest n full day today :) then come back to work thurs n fri n its e wkend again! :D

went shopping yest..zara on sale! so yes i bought 2 tshirts for the price of one! hehe. saw this really nice pair of jeans bt its like 75 bucks n currently i bo lui liao. hahaha. wait til my pay comes in this wkend then we see how heh. :P

long time since i've posted, been planning to change the layout and stuff bt havent had the mood to do.. heh. one day i will, hehe.

i hate goodbyes, really. i've said so many goodbyes this yr and last. i don't like them cos goodbyes are just so saddening. esp when you have to say goodbye to ppl who've been in your life everyday. only the closest of the ppl u say goodbye to will still keep in touch, most wont have the time too or bother to anyway. nt that i keep in touch with everyone that i say gdbye too lah bt some ppl r just close to ur heart. it works both ways though, maybe i myself havent bothered enough to keep in touch. BMT mates have faded away bt it doesnt really matter to me- although at that time during the last few days i felt i would miss my section mates. 3 months later, im leaving OETI n my platoon (which has been much more special to me) for another unit. its just a fact of life tt ppl enter and leave your lives just like that; sometimes it can't be helped.

oh well.

Hey,Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan datang
Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang
Dari cintamu
Hey,Sephia
Malam ini ku takkan pulang
Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abadi

Korus;

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]
S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat
Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Hey,Sephia
Jangan pernah panggil namaku
Bila kita bertemu lagi
Dilain hari
Hadapilah ini
Kisah kita takkan abad

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rambulan mengambang kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rambulan
Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah ohhh....
Andai lagu ini mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah ohhh...
Sekadar memori kita di arena ini
Kau ilham ku ....

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

ABRA ABRA CADABRA.
HAHAHA what a corny song i just heard on the radio. i think sugar ray did a cover of that song bt the version i heard was the original so its very 80s hahaha.

so anyways i was reading my blog archive last nite n oh man oh man i was such a bloody himbo hahaha thanks to christina i think.then i was talking to my cousin n he told me that a transvestite tried to pick him up at starbucks?!?! *&^#$^ well apparently the trans approached him bt he was too blinded by her *ahem* d-cup so he played along and tried to reciprocate bt then after a few minutes his mind kicked in and he realised it was a tranny. HAHA what a gong.

smt i wanted to post a few weeks back bt was too lazy to:

imagine you're really in love with someone. really really in love. you get married, have a real romantic wedding by the beach as the sun sets. everything's going right and your journey with your partner begins. you've never been happier before can't wait to have children cos that little bundle of joy has been what you've been waiting for all your life.

and that's when disaster strikes

your partner (in this case, husband)'s been diagnosed with cancer..and it's already stage 4. the docs say he won't live beyond a year. both of you have thought of nothing but to have children cos thats the one thing you've been dreaming about and wishing for all your life. he donates his sperms to be frozen before he starts chimotherapy..if he doesn't, your dream is dead.

chimo starts..everyone thinks he'll make it cos he's got a real great will to live.

then things get worse..

the tumours aren't growing any smaller..in fact theyre spreading even wider than before. the docs are 100% sure he won't make it. he decides to stop treatment and let time decide his fate..and one morning, lying in bed together, his time is up..

wanting to keep your dream alive you get pregnant by invitro and give birth to not one, but two adorable boys, who have no father.

did i make this up? definitely not.

was watching oprah primetime..it's a real true story. which is very very sad..the woman in the story i just told is one hell of a strong woman..

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

ahh! today has to be THE hottest day ever. really really hot. i think if i close my windows it's cooler. damn the heat's really getting to me. and plus im wearing a tank top and it's still hot. doesn't make things better that my room aircon's gone mad already sometimes its cold bt sometimes its hot. zzz.

went to watch gpa yesterday (gema puisi artistik) and although at first i thought i wouldn't enjoy it bt it wasn't that bad. in fact some of the performance were really interesting and, well, artistic? haha. ok u all must be thinking why is imran at at some artistik puisi type of thing that he won't understand? well i also dunno hahaha. went to cine to eat lunch..then was supposed to go and watch BeCool but it was a sat nite n all the tickets were sold out. grrr. so ended up bumming around town with toh n seri. went to borders to buy angels n demons (yay!) before talking cock at coffeebean.

zoe what's this i hear about re me fa?? <-- that was just a random thought. :D

sometimes i think this whole 'life' thing is a joke. christina if u r reading this you probably know what im talking abt cos u were the one who told me that in the first place. actually sometimes i think i wish i wasn't 17. could i be like 7 months old where there are no worries at all..no obligations to anything. just learning how to walk and talk and eat and stuff. bt of course that can never happen so i'll just have to live life the way it is. by force that is. thanks to the LOVING SINGAPORE GOVT! i think life in singapore is really becoming a bore. no not just cos im here by force but on a general kinda thing. i remember back in the early '90s people used to be more carefree and have much more fun. i have so many video clips of my family n relatives bbq-ing or going for short holidays on a regular basis. just to catch up and have fun. bt nowadays everyone seems to keep to themselves don't you think? only during sch holidays n stuff then you get to hear from ppl..coming together for makan or smt. bt other than that it's like to each his own.

hmm why is my laptop so hot?

ooh yes before i forget whoever who hasn't read the davinci code by dan brown - YOU'VE GOT TO READ IT! it's really intriguing n stuffs. haha.

Someday We'll Know




90 miles outside Chicago

Can't stop driving

I don't know why

So many questions

I need an answer

Two years later, you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Emilia Earhart

Who holds the stars up in the sky

Is true love once in a lifetime

Did the captain of the Titanic cry

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know

Why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis

Or what the wind says when she cries

I'm speeding by the place where I met you

For the 97th time tonight

(chorus)

Someday we'll know

Why Samson loved Delilah

One day I'll go

Dancing on the moon

Someday you'll know

That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

I watched the stars crash in the sea

If I could ask God just one question

Why aren't you here with me?

hello hello haven't updated - not that i haven't been at home though. hehe. anyway the tech job's quite slack ah. as they say my camp OETI's actually Only Eat Talk & Idle. haha.

went to watch miss congeniality 2 yesterday! haha. damn funny but yah not as good as the first one. bt just watch with a group of friends and have fun. for some weird reason christina wong that gay guy reminds me of u hahaha. well if you were a guy i think you'll be like that anyways. hahaha. a feel-good movie i suppose.

ive been buying a lot of ORIGINAL music cds -clapclap- haha. support artists! lately ive bought jennifer lopez's rebirth which is real good if u ask me. bought ciara's goodies yesterday bt still getting used to it. it's the type of cd that the more you listen the more you like it. i love goodies n 1,2step so it should be okay.

just a random thought - would u pretend to like someone if you actually dont? are you just fooling yourself? some things just cant be said on this blog it's too public.

dammit woke up at 1030 today then had to wash the car. im still wet from washing the car bt im typing this now cos i know if i dont do it now i dont think id have the mood to type later haha. later meeting rayyan they all at bugis. (hope that goes well *cross fingers* )

my VERY interesting new job

started work today at ayer rajah camp. im an automotive technician (which is just a nicer name for MECHANIC) specialising in land rovers n 5-tonners. at first when i got the news on fri i was thinking wow not bad sounds interesting. plus it's a stay-out camp which means i get to come home everyday. work only from 8am to 5.30. that seems to be the only incentive. was a rather boring, no wait, really boring first day cos we had to deal with admin matters and listen to stupid cock officers talk. lagi best got this damn cheenapek olevel captain whos like threatening us with extra duties for every small mistake. dunno whether he kay seow or what but from what i can see hes damn quai lan. ah whateverlah dont care abt him just dun make mistakes can already. i suppose when lessons start things'll get better. only got to know a few ppl just now. im like in this oh-man-not-again-i-have-to-make-friends-again??-mode. not tt i dun like to make friends but aiyah sometimes im so malas. esp now. at this point im actually missing the ease of mohawk coy where everyone knows everyone n talk cock all the time. here must go find new talk cock buddies again so malas lah.

had the m4 bbq last week. that went well i suppose ppl had fun n ate n talk cock. will put up photos soon when i'm not feeling lazy hehe.

went to melaka for the wkend with aunty ramlah's family n i think that must have been one of the worst trips..equatorial melaka now got no standard man won't go there again. melaka itself also like got nothing to do anymore. jonker street where my parents usually buy nice antiques also damn capalang now.

im really hoping this new vocation turns out to b interesting!! urgh.

almost here...

Did I hear you right
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
Youre almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I�'m with you, I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here)

Only almost here

don't look at me.

havent been blogging for almost amonth now. nothing much happened..jst in and out of camp so what's there to update right. sometimes i do feel like blogging abt training stuff oh but aiyah no point. im too lazy anyway. im hardly at home too anyway.

you are beautiful no matter what they say

had the pass out parade last wed. which means ive finally finished basic military training. which means im a "trained soldier". (oh please). but good thing is im out of tekong already and hopefully i dont have to go back to that god forsaken place. heh.

words can bring you down

ah but hehe got a damn good deal at the IT show just now. got the super slim cybershot T3 for $709 when the original price's 849! plus TWO free 256mb memory sticks, camera pouch n extra 3 month warranty. a friggin steal man. hehe lucky i went for the show although it was bloody crowded like hell. hmm.

went jamming after that. the mats band can actually play the reason reasonably properly. hurhur. an acheivement i must say. lol.

it's impossible for me to love you this way

now it's 1am on a sunday night. no i mean morning. oh btw im on block leave til next monday so wow im actually home on a sun night. hehe. im just sitting on my sofa in my cold room now typing this. sometimes i think i buy all these gadgets n stuff to make myself happy. let's see - new hp, ipod mini, wireless-ed my ibook, the cybershot since i enlisted. am i buying it cos i need them? in a way yes i guess. whether im buying it just to make myself feel happy n make this 2 yrs seem more bearable? maybe so.

i might be talking crap now since its 1am n ive been out the whole day n im quite slpy.

angels brought me here

btw the captions in italics r just songs im listening to now.

if you could only see what i see

people say my tagboard cant work..hmm... il try to fix it tmr if ive got the time.

okay then im off to slp.

Click here for my passing out parade pics

finally decided to change my template after a long time. hehe. got bored with the old template. anyways it's the 3rd last book out for bmt! means that POP (passing out parade) is in 2+ weeks. damn fast. happy that i'll hopefully wont have to step on tekong again. tt is if i go to sispec which im not sure whether i will. anyway kinda sad too cos i made some good friends there n we always tok cock. hehe.

going to book-in at 1945hrs today. hmm doesnt feel as bad as the previous book ins. maybe cos im used to it or mayb cos bmt's going to end very soon.

it's funny how a person can claim to love you with all their heart and at the end of the day turn 360 degrees around and f off without thinking of the other person who's really going down the drain. no im not referring about me, just some one i know. i just wish that friend of mine would wake up. it's sad seeing whats happening, really. i hope things work out for you.

oh yeah and yes anty i miss u guys in melb. hehe. :)

goodbye.. for now.

How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that’s what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space

But to wait for you, is all I can do and that’s what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take

on the boulevard of broken dreams..

sometimes i wonder what life would be if i had actually moved to kl in primary school..hmm. definitely wouldnt have made the secondarysch/tuition friends that i have now. still would probably have gone to trinity though. its funny how we suddenly decided not to move to kl although we were quite keen on doing so..

anyways just came bk from KL after 3 days. hehe. id say it's prob one of our best kl trips cos 1)there was no jam AT ALL, 2)shopping! 3) met up with the twins :) reached kl arnd 12 on wed. nothin much on wed lah cos everything was closed cos of cny. stayed at the new Westin KL which wasnt really that impressive..ritz carlton still nicer. only thing was the hotel was new so at least it was not bad. spent most of wed sleeping n eating. come to think of it yeah haha thats the only thing we did on wed. met ili hud n seri for awhile cos they were in town. ridiculous half hr only cos their coach was going off. brr. went to vic station for steak at night..disappointing cos not as nice as last time.

thursday..much more interesting. went to my aunt's place after breakfast. shes moving end of this mth so i suppose that's the last time i'll step into that hse. shes selling it after living there for abt 15 yrs..i cant imagine myself moving out of my hse in sg..it wud b so weird considering i've literally grown up in this hse. anyways met the twins n their parents (who r really nice ppl) for lunch after tt..they brought us to their club for chinese food. hehe ate a lot :D then went to midvalley to shop! :D bought some clothes at zara (which i think is slightly cheaper than sg cos of the interest rate). called miss CHRISTINA WONG HUP MENG who really potong steam not once but TWICE already. first when the twins met up with me in singapore she was still in KL. then when i went to kL she went to penang! grrrr. hmm after shopping went coffeebean to talk cock awhile b4 going bk to the city.

met one of my uncles at night for dinner. havent seen him in like what 2 yrs?? hes really been under the radar man. anyway then he brought us to this latin club called Qba which i seriously almost fell aslp in. latin music is seriously boring. RnB, please. left after an hr plus not cos i couldnt tahan the smell of smoke or alcohol but cos the MUSIC. zzzZZZ.

friday..more shopping after breakfast. bought a tshirt at topshop at lot10. went into guess but the clothes there r overpriced n not nice. spent the all 3 days eating cakes at secret recipie n ice cream at haagen daaz non stop hehee.

anyway thursday was like the rEAL finaly goodbye from the girls at least for quite a long time..didnt feel tt bad when they left singaproe back during christmas..mayb cos even though they left singapore they were still in kl which was like 400+ km away, but now theyre going bk to melbourne! very sad. going to miss them lots. i already miss all the stupid things we did in cmc. hehe. damn this stupid god forsaken national service n this island called singapore. grrr. i really want to b back in melbourne next wk.

to anthea zoe n christina, miss you lots hehe. all the best. good luck at uni and keep in touch, dont forget me! :)

behind these hazel eyes

after 1 mth of not posting (and ppl bugging me cos i nvr update) finally i shall update! hehe. actually it's not tt i dun wan 2 post but cos every wk i come bk from tekong n i feel so tired so lazy 2 update. and the few times tt i actually tried 2 post i had no time 2 finish the post so bo pian didnt post. haha.

just booked out on friday after 7 days of supposed "hell" called FIELDCAMP aka 7 days of living in the jungle. nonsense lah it was far from hell lah so much welfare..so much rest time some parts were like a holiday resort. really! oh hahaha i kena guard duty on one of the nights with my friend and we slacked all the way. guard duty was supposed to b from 4am to 530 am. 4 of us supposed to patrol around the campsite while 2 others prone down in front of the ammo point. so from 4-430 my friend n i supposedly 'patrolled' and then changed to prone down in front of the ammot point at 430 (and slept on the floor the whole time instead). then the best part we were suppoed to patrol but we were too lazy to so we went to shit instead hahaha. with the moonlight only. damn disgusting lah shitting in the jungle. haha. the combat food rations was shit lah like dog food only. but 2 of the days we got fresh rations from the cookhouse..what else ah..oh ya didnt SEE any ghosts but heard azan (muslim call for prayer) in the middle of the night..apparently we were near an abandoned malay kampong :O haha. actually i have some other stories to tell but shall tell in the next post.

tmr booking in at night..then sit test on monday to wed (more outfield stuff). bought the new mac mini today cos the pc at home konk already! mac mini is a really good buy..a real steal! hehe. so cheap some more. wanted to get the new ipod shuffle too but the sound quality damn lousy so forget it..

watched Hotel Rwanda today..really good movie from start to end. touching at times, saddening at other times, scary at times too. basically a sad movie with a happy ending so to speak. the lead actor's really good too. go watch! it's scary how ppl can be so brutal and cruel. and to think it's a true story too..scary..

cny coming soon which means more holidays for me! hehehe. oh but then the rest r going bk to melbourne..damn i want to be there too..not in the stupid army. i miss all the stuff we did last yr really..anthea clement christina n zoe esp. miss u guys lots. can my trinity yr be called the best yr of my life? in a way.. hmm.. hehe.