What do i do, when lightning strikes me?

haiz exams are coming up so soon man. 3 more weeks to the end of term 3. things are moving damn fast. how wish the slack days of term 1 were here. the year's coming to an end quickly too. i've got mixed feelings- i can't wait to be back in singapore; but i'll miss life in melbourne too.

really miss singapore now. my family especially. hardly hear from my dad cos he's at work. it's always my mom who calls. deep down inside i really appreciate her calls although sometimes i appear that i don't. wish i could hear from my dad more often though. and my sis; really miss her. hardly talk to her nowadays cos she's really busy with school. i haven't spoken to her in like a week already i think.

decided to do a tribute to my closest friends in melb. here goes...

Anthea. Thanks for everything you've done for me. you're a really great friend. a friend who's always there to help. no matter what. be it problems that i have, talking rubbish, and the dreaded thing called maths. you're quirky-stay that way! :P that's what makes you you :)

Christina. yo man 'sup. haha. thank you ahma for always making me smile. all the shits that we talk about. hehe. all the rubbish we do. you horny bugger. (no, no people don't get any funny thoughts :p) my bitching partner, my shopping partner too. the only person whom i can seriously relate to when it comes to shopping and esp music! you know all the songs i know. heh :P

Clement. ah this person forever testing here testing there (only he'll know what i'm talking about). haha. the only person i can relate to when it comes to cars. BMW esp. we can talk all day about cars man. woohoo. life in melb wouldn't be as interesting w/o u. hurhurhur. thanks man :P (but i bet you knew it all along right)

Zoe. the ultimate pervey. my other talking-nonsense partner. hehe. like i said about anthea, stay YOU. you never fail to make me smile either. thank you for everything. esp maths toO! hehe. i loove you zoeee!! HAHAHAHA. menjijikan enough?? hehehhee.

thanks guys

i'm sick. zZzZz... [random ramblings]

finally the stupid internet's working again. after so long. one whole weekend no internet. sheesh.

anyway i'm sick, again. cis. ok at least this time not as bad as the last time. i think i've been drinking too much lime diet coke. (which is damn nice btw).

stupid la last nite got fever n now flu n sore throat. but like i said at least not as bad as the last time. didn't go school today.
must go get mc man. first time missed 2 tutorials for like the whole yr. whole yr never miss class but today really couldnt tahan going to sch. headache headache headache...

it's times like these when i wanna go home! ah but nvm only september october november n early dec go home already! woohooo. alamak shit then got ns. cis....

hehe went shopping on saturday n bought a black fcuk tshirt. should have bought another one. nevermind save money right meng??! hurhur :D sept hols we go shopping again. wooooo

melbourne is so hot now.

oh yes white chicks is damn funny.

being sick is depressing lah!

oh moonlight dancing aka "clubbing" that day was damn fun. hehe. good company n good music. wahaha. we were SO high that night. HA then headbang until next day got sore neck. HAHA.

bad english man.

me myself n i!

happy belated birthday to me!

ok for all who don't know it was yesterday ok 18/08/04. hehe...

anyway! thanks everyone for the surprise. you all are seriously sneaky man. i have offically underestimated the sneakiness. hehee.

ok so on tuesday i was damn tired lah did that martial arts thing for drama practice god knows how many times. went to sleep like at 11+. Then suddenly in the middle of the night was awoken by some lunatics (or at least i thought they were lunatics) banging on my door. damn loud man. ppl sleeping already somemore. n im like wah bloodyhell. then (under the influence of FRIENDS) i like opened the door with my hair already messed up plus oxy cream on my face without wearing my glasses n iwas like "sonofabitcH!!". bwahahahha then opened the door n guess what.."HAPPY BBIRTHDAY!!!". n im like: speechless. hahaha. i SO did not expect that. hehe. woke up in the middle of the night to antheaclementrowyxanmengmeng&zoe. haha. gave me a damn nice ripcurl leather wallet n anthea's "specialty' aka choc truffles. YES panthea you did a better job this round. hehe. speaking of wallets, it's official: no matter which part of the globe i'm on ppl do NOT like my LV wallet. hahahaaha. :D

ah then comes the even bigger surprise. youuu all are damnn sneaky man. seriously. hehehe. on wed itself after sch ahma's like "come la we go watch simpsons in the common room". panthea also. n im like right..these ppl dont watch simpsons. so anyway just went down after mengmeng bugged me. at that point i expected them to like come into the common room to surprise me lah. that was SO way off the plan. halfway through simpsons panthea's like "eh imran lend me your keys i want to borrow **&$%#@ (for panthea's sake i shall not reveal what she wanted to borrow hehe) to do no2". at that point i was already half asleep so i just gave her the keys lah. then after simpsons they were showing the olympics n i seriously fell asleep. hehe.

went back up to go for dinner then when i opened my door only the room was dark n im thinking "EH why is there smbody on my bed" n suddenly "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" 20 ppl cramped up in my room. n im like "WHOA". damn sneaky man. seriously. the cake was damn nice man...choc mousse. the whole thing was choc mousse, literally. hahahha. ah then i got JK academy. woohoo. damn fun. hehehe.

anyway guys that was damn sneaky man and i really really appreciated it. thank you so much :D

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!
anthea zoe clement christina"mengmeng"wong rowy xan regina chell amy xiaoyun jo-anne rubini weichan yenteng peini ian yonhow ahbeng deesha aloy simin.

special thanks to anthea zoe clement christina rowy n xan for the great card! :P
and thanks to gabriel for saying happy bday god knows how many times. haha.
and to my drama group for wishing me happy bday cos of gabby i think.. HURHUR
ohyah and also to jo-anne for the cola graffiti lollypop! haha.

you guys rock. period. :D

i need some distraction

away from this. i shall just take comfort in knowing that it'll be over soon. though part of me will dread the day when it comes. the other part will be overjoyed. ok im rambling..

so much work to do now i dont know where to start. sick of doing hoi already. once i finish the essay this wkend i will have nothing to do with hoi already. stupid essay. then theres maths to do. well technically im up to date with maths. ah and gotta do econs. guess it'll be another boring uneventful weekend again. argh.

what else is there to say..

oh so got drama meeting tmr so skipping econs lect; technically then i will only have 1 period tmr. n i wasted most of tonite. did a bit of hoi plan. no mood to do anything else. drama's going quite well i guess. in the process of choreographing the fighting scenes. storyline done just need to finalise the script.

britney can't sing live unfortunately. (what does that have to do with anything?? ok just popped into my mind)

ok this is pointless i dunno wat to write about and have no mood idea just typing cos i havent updated.

enough.

There's always one reason to feel not good enough

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

'nuff said.

happy national day singapore!

okay call me a hypocrite - no matter how much i hate the education system, and especially that damn manpower base, i wanna watch ndp parade! hehe. eh sure got webcast right. ok must watch on sunday. hehe.

the thing i miss most...

...has to be everything that happened last year.

okay maybe not everything cos it was obv o levels last yr but other than that there's a lot of things i miss. during lit tut this morning i dunno flashbacks of the tuition ppl were filling my mind; at one pt wasnt concentrating on what anya was talking abt cos i was like sorta recollecting the whole of last yr.

unlike normal ttn places, haha wait cikmah's ttn is FAR from normal, we were seriously like a family lah. really grew close last yr. the yrs before that not really so cos maybe we werent the most senior batch. but last yr, senior batch, like a family seh. buka puasa together thanx to cikma cooking dinner like for quite a good part of puasa season last yr, shared problems together, helped each other, even grew up together hahaa. like i mentioned once tuition's like tuition+caterer+counsellor+god knows what. then going out together, hari raya outings, celebrating cikmah's bday....the list really goes on.

but of course now everyone's moved on. as for me moved farrrrr away. hah. then of course we do get together once in awhile..but it's quite diff from seeing each other everyday. hahaa. ohwell enuf abt that part of my history..

anyway so yah we're supposedly planning to sing kiss from a rose for spring fest?? hahaa. the practice session just now was...hahaaa no comment.. hehe :D was in the piano practice room with the rest from 4 to like almost 6?? haha madnesss

then went lib with clement to do hoi. met rach n yenteng. hehe out of the 2hrs we were given to borrow the books we only like used them for an hr? or slightly more? hehehe ended up playing jediknight after getting frickin bored reading. the topic is sooo dry lah. wahlao. i think even last hoi essay's readings were more interesing. urghhh..

okay going to mandi.

wait before i forget i didnt say that i went to mt buller or about the girls winning theatresports. lazy to type. heh..

ah-chooo!
Will Smith: i'm sorry i'm allergic to bullshit

hahahahhaa. That's definitely smt you dont hear everyday :D

hmm..

"Unfortunately, this is not a day to focus on fun and games, dear Leo. In fact, you may feel an annoying weightiness about your emotions, making you feel much less energetic than usual. There is a sober tone to the day that asks you to take a hard-nosed look at reality, and make some serious decisions in regard to your future goals and plans. You may feel like the buzzer on the timer is about to go off. The minute hand is ticking away, and there are a great many more adventures to be had."

This sounds more like it than the previous horoscope i got which was like seriously way off..

oh well.